I will learn to let go what I cannot change...

I had this Kaskade remix of a Leann Rimes song (lyrics aforementioned ^ ) stuck in my head while I was getting ready and then I turned on my tv and the remix was playing on xm! Pretty sweet although I find that happens to me a lot considering I listen to the same three xm stations all the freakin time. I am very bored in Gifted Studies which is my usual state when I make a blog post. I am very excited we finished reading Wuthering Heights in K's although she will still probably drag out studying it for a couple weeks :P. Victorian/gothic/romantic/whiney Bronte(umlats) literature makes me want to hurl.

I am speaking figuratively of course, like the last time I committed suicide, social suicide

Ahh, the sweet sounds of Motion City Soundtrack whilst blogging and skipping school. I probably shouldn't have skipped today I will have like three or four tests to make up, oh well. Last night I showered *gasp! j/k I shower! I really do...* and put some stuff in my hair and when I dragged myself out of my cocoon of blankies this morning it was vertical. It is still mostly vertical and I really like it, at times it is nice to not have it over my forehead. Gosh, I'm really content right now, it is really good....ahhh. So, streetlight is approaching and with it the first time I will have seen Jeff since August 20-something. It's so weird to think that it has been that long, I'm not really worried about it, which is nice, although I will probably get a stomach of nervousness on the way over there. The craziest part is that I feel a ton older now than I did only, what, six months ago? But, I think I am older in a really good way. I think that this year will have seen us all very matured by the end :)
So, to continue on with my pointless drable of meaninglessness, I have been thinking about Dr. Foster's dictionary project quite a lot. Heh, I was doing dishes earlier and thinking of all the personas I have and which one I want to use, there are a lot! Are we on for giving blood saturday? Chris you should come, I swear I won't bug you about giving, but I want us all to hang out as much as we can. I love singing. "You are everything I want because you are everything I'm not" I'm not done writing but I can't think of anymore to write, what a pity. *At this point Lea did a little laundry* OH hot dang, found my Senior's hoodie! SCORE! I was thinking about all the cool school merch I have, heh I like referring to clothing as merch, anyway... yeah I decided I will totally wear my high school stuff after I graduate. I mean, why not, it was, it is! such an amazing part of who we are, and it's down right comfy. I need to go through my closet and get rid of the stuff that I don't wear/doesn't fit/is just taking up space. It's not that cold out, I mean I'm sure it was this morning but now, it is nice and super sunny. Hopefully, that will kick those cold weather blues and the fact that I have been gaining some serious weight, yuck. Well, I think that is all I can muster lasses! Talk to you all later.
~wOnKy CoMmA

with downcast eyes...

there's more to living than being alive. today is my daddy's birthday. so... to reiterate the point stated many times earlier today, i am soooo tired. i thought i was going to sleep, but i didn't. i'm not really sure what i did instead. i did take my galitsky quiz (don't forget to do that) but i know that couldn't have taken the whole time. i have no idea how it got to be 5:13 already. it is SO cold outside. but i did get to have coffee, yet another point which was reiterated probably more than a sufficient amount of times today. i liked reading ya'll's essays in my class, it was fun, cuz i got all the jokes that even jerkface didn't get. :) oh yeah, i put choco syrup in my coffee, it was super delicious. i got my new college thing all ready to mail, so that will be over and done with soon. i'm setting out to listen to all the un-listened music on my itunes/pod.. as it turns out, i have some pretty sweet jamz that i had no idea i even had! well me and cindereller, put it all together. you know something funny? my chem teacher told me to not do an assignment because i can pull an A even with a zero for the one. that's like, something that i would usually figure out on my own and do anyway, but my teacher actually told me that. i love when adults let down their guard and act like the irresponsible teenager that's inside of all of us. it makes me chuckle just a little inside at the irony of it all. okay, well i guess i will say welcome home, bethany, whenever you read this. and to the other two of you, i will see you in a couple hours for what i hope will be as short and pointless a class as i'm anticipating.

later gator. <3
chris.

a poem that doesn't suck

The way I see it
Isn't necessarily
The way you see it
Or the way it is
Or ought to be
What's more important
Is that we're all
Looking for it
And a way to see it.
--Desi Di Nardo

"if she wanna rock, she rock"

i am still at chrismo's house. we are drinking green tea lattes sans green food coloring. tonight i am going on a date to pine island and outback. i'm excited. :) four months. that's sort of a long time... not really, though. hey, we graduate soon. that's exciting. i love being a senior. basically, that's it. ~bj

"the way you make me feel"

Guess what?? CHICKEN BUTT!! jk. No, really, I got 20 on my galitsky quiz. First time ever. I'm stoked. :) ~bj

cookies?

I've just been helping my dad rake leaves for a half hour when I was supposed to be running to the store to return a movie and get stuff to make some chocolate chip cookies. :( On the side of good news: my audition application was accepted and I have a spot for the January 21st audition at FSU being held for me. Oh, and I got an A in sociology, that's good, too. I looked up BMG tickets and found out that with a college student ID, you can get up to two tickets for $30 a piece. I propose that we go and get PHCC IDs soon and go see BMG again sometime before we graduate... that was an excellent show and an excellent night. We could even bring other people if we were so generous, but we wouldn't have to bring and moms this time.

Also, would any of my lovely friends like to scan the new story for English in here before their 7:00 class tonight? I would love to not fall as far behind as Cody if possible. Thanks. ~bj

Vince the lovable stoner

So, this song, Vince the lovable stoner, keeps playing on my Fratellis channel on pandora and it is so funny. Mostly just cause every picture I've ever taken makes it look like I'm stoned out of my mind. My neck/shoulders are killing me and I just ate some captain crunch which I shouldn't have done because I ate earlier and I need to stop eating so much. Well, that is all I wished to say my dears. Good night and all that jazz.
~Wonky CommA

So Tired

with school comes great weariness! gah, i feel like i'm gonna fall asleep. im slowly building the best pandora radio mixed list ever lol. man my lower right gum hurts in the back, blah! just wanted to drop a quick line. off to not fail my flvs class! ta-ta
wC

new post for a new semester

so today was fun guys. super duper fun. we went in all those teenage clothing stores, tried on hats, looked at leather pants, lea tried on her second corset (and looked super hott), sprayed more cologne than a pre-pubescent boy in hollister, tried on dresses in dillards (where the temperature was much too luke warm), bought coffee and walked around just a little in barnes and noble, drove around looking for a buffet, got stuck in rush hour, played a kazoo badly, came back to kelsey's then went to chinese buffet in spring hill and ate like ravenous teenage boys who have been starved for 3 days. oh yeah, then listened to super ghetto music like four white teenage girls real loudly with the bass cranked to 11. what a great way to end our last *cough* i mean... fourth... winter break.

thank us! love you guys
:) chris.