So, I was reading old posts from this year and got to thinking how incredibly much I am going to miss you guys. I mean I have poured my life into you all for the past 7 years and my life is currently inextricably entangled in all of you guys and your lives. I do realize that this cannot be the case forever, nor would any of us want it to be the case forever, but still, it is significantly sad. And the worst, yet simultaneously best, part of this all is that it has not truly hit me yet. Maybe it never will...maybe we will slowly untangle ourselves from each other. In some ways that is what I would like to happen. But part of me wants to feel overwhelmed, being overwhelmed seems like the appropriate emotion right now. Maybe that is just my overly extreme sentimentality. I hate being so ridiculously sentimental, it interferes with my life. The blog is good. While it is not an exact diary of high school, and it is likely that someday I will forget the background to all these posts of our lives, it is still an amazing account of our lives as high schoolers. Well, even though I would like to be emotional right now, somehow it is just not coming to me. I guess it is just the fact that I am too sick of school to think about actually missing it a lot.
Anyways, we should eat at Dennys the morning that the first of us moves away. And the night before we should have a nice movie watching, food eating, girl night. Also, Busch Gardens would be nice to spend some time at over summer. I don't know who has a pass, or who is getting a pass, but we should keep it in mind.
I love you guys a huge amount. You all have all of my love!!!!
Kelsey
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I hope the untangling process is drawn out and never complete, it seems it would be the least painful that way... I think that I have probably just not thought enough about the prospect of not having every one of you in my life, frankly I dont want to think about it. We need to have our last official night for sure and then denny's the next day. I'm so scared of leaving here
~wC
aww kelsey that was the sweetest post ever. and i totally hear you, dude. two thumbs up for girl night/denny's b-fast.
chris.
i give three thumbs up for the girl night / denny's plan. :) ~bj
I must say it is a sad paradox that I am too sick of school to miss it right now but I'm sure I will at some point. I'm in for breakfast and movies...if someone calls me that is :/ I will probably the first to leave. I'll be gone between 8/15 and 8/17 which kills me cause Incubus is gonna be here the 17th
CARL
well offically, kelse and i move in 8/4 but we will be back and forth a little bit im sure. of course we will call you :)
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