A Playlist for the Unrequited and Pissed Off

So, I am in serious awe of you guys. Having real life, grown ass relationships, with real life grown ass relationship problems, and not losing your God damn minds. Meanwhile, here I am in fantasy land, losing my shit at the slightest provocation. (To Cari, more shits have gone down since we last wandered around a flea market. I am not dealing with it like a grown ass woman.)

In all seriousness, I am at a loss for ideas which I like the thought of executing.

I am just torn between thinking that I am being prudent and wise, making all the right choices in biting my tongue, because ultimately that is what is going to be best for all parties involved. Why throw yourself on the funeral pyre when we all could get on with our happy little lives in a year or two? But then I am certain that I am merely a chicken-shit too afraid to be real.

Today I was in the car, thinking that it would be so nice if the four of us had a way of making status updates that were only shown to the four of us. Mostly to avoid embarrassing status updates exclusively composed of songs with angsty lyrics revealing to all how lonesome I am. Then I was like, damn, that's the blog.

Also, my office mate has played Society (by Eddie Vedder) about 90 times lately. I swear to bejeasus that I am going to murder a bitch if I have to keep hearing, Sociiieetty in Vedder's dumbass voice any more.

When U Love Somebody--The Fruit Bats
Do I Wanna Know?--Arctic Monkeys
Everlong--Foo Fighters
Every Breath You Take--The Police
Do You Love Him--The Avett Brothers
Mr. Jones--Amy Winehouse
R U Mine--Arctic Monkeys
Whistle for the Chior--The Fratellis



All of my love,

K.D.