So, what have I been doing? Um, breaking up with Chris (but still living with him, can you say... uncomfortable? then say it about a million more times) Not only that it's just very emotionally draining. I mean, we're cordial and not really officially broken up, but we know we're breaking up real soon. Which needless to say, makes things hard. I just couldn't handle it. Chalk it up to another stupid mistake hopefully turned lesson in the not so distant future. I've also been making plans such as going to live with my sister in Cali for a little bit, then hopefully getting a job somewhere where it snows for the winter season. Hopefully. But alas, what are plans anymore anyway? I'm going to FLA in about 16 days to see my bro get married and hopefully hanging out with a couple of you ladies. I miss you all terribly and wish things were different. But as Coney Island taught me so well, it is what it is.
Christina
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Why did Coney teach you it is what it is?
Also, I believe hold on loosely is the greatest "live your life by" song ever.
Love you, see you soon,
Kels
I can't wait to see you Mo. I miss you. I have no helpful quotes to give, just my love, which like legolas' quiver, is unending.
<3 wonky
cuz! that's where i first heard that saying i think... on the back of some of the i heart bville shirts that's what it said. i'm pretty sure... maybe i'm wrong though.
bahaa, thanks lea. you know it is reciprocated <3
heart you guys...
I haven't been to Coney Island in a long while. I gave blood yesterday and didn't have a reaction, which was good. Christina, this will be like your second wedding ever, right?
bj
Aww I promise I'm not going to be your mother and say I told you so, but I really want to. At least you have a place to escape to. You could come work in Ithaca! It's real cold here during the winter and I could use half the rent :D
I love you for putting yourself out there and living your life to the fullest. Trust me my first relationship was worse.
CARL
well honestly, it's really not so much that i regret coming out here. i really don't. it's not like things turned bad when we moved into the same apartment. it's just that i didn't think through the long term well enough. i just didn't know how it would feel to not be able to travel like i want to. and there's no way i could have known had i not come. i would still be kicking myself every single day if i hadn't come out here, because we truly had something going and i just had to see where it would lead. but, now i know, and i can move on with my life. but dude, cari, i don't know how serious you are about that offer but... if i can't find a job in a park somewhere, i would honestly love to come live with you for the winter. new york is definitely on my list of places i want to live.
christina
yes, it would be so epic! Actually I will be home for a month for winter break but you could even stay here then if you had a job to do. You would totally love Ithaca!
oh man... ok. that is definitely going on my list of options. because i've applied at quite a few places now and still haven't gotten any word back.. wow. the idea of it is so tempting. we will talk! :) :)
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