sábado, mayo 17

monokinins are stupid and life is weird

Hey BJ word on the street is you have the outline for what we did in K's? So, this morning I was watching food network, waiting for their news program of course, and then this show comes on, Cooking with Jamie. This guy was adorable, just kinda laid back and such but, even better... He had a British accent and I was just like, dang I love hearing this! So, I decided, eventually I really am just going to have to move to the UK or Australia, that's that. Man, I woke up in the best mood this morning, it's great I wish I felt like this everyday. Our awards night is Thursday, I want to find something fun to wear, like an African wrap dress, where does one go to acquire such, anyone know? Gosh, gals we are quickly coming to the end of the year but I swear I can very clearly remember standing outside the gym on the first day of freshmen year, thats rather frightening but, we all seem the same to me. Like just everything else has changed around us. I think one day this summer we all need to hit the beach for a super fun day and take sweet pictures, and make sand castles, and fly a kite, and just have a kickin girl day. Oh yah and we have to grill stuff.

I am pretty, very sure I want to go to UCF even if something happens and Jeff and I aren't together, more on that in a second, cause the school is so cool and I swear Tina Mo' even if you go to school in Alaska I will fly you down and we will climb that rock wall, or rather I'll try to climb it. So yah. Yesterday I was thinking about the future and you know how somethings you just always picture no matter the situation, I realized that Jeff is one of those constants that I always picture now. At the same time, I feel like we are at the point where even if I don't see him for like a week or so, as is surely to happen next fall, that it will be ok. That has always been a weird concept to me, that you can love someone who isn't there.

Another crazy thing I was thinking, I'm going to be a legal adult in like five months. I sometimes wonder if there shouldn't be some kind of test you have to pass to be an adult, cause I can't see myself as being any more grown up in five months and I don't think I could be an adult now. At what age do you feel grown up? It's just weird... Well I think this is my longest post to date, I'll bop in later. Bye-bye.

Wonky Comma

6 comentarios:

Anónimo dijo...

I don't have any answers to your prolific questions, or even any comments. It all is scary though.

k.d.

"Hold on to 16 as long as you can, changes come around real soon, nake us women and men." John Mellencamp Jack and Diane

Anónimo dijo...

the answer is Chile, always
~wc

L is for Gifted dijo...

yeah I remember standing outside the gym freshman year too... mostly I remember seeing jeff standing outside the gym in his cowsuit and thinking, "so...this is high school?"

I think you're right about that adult test, wc. what would be on it though I wonder? ...

thank you for that post though, I enjoy posts like that...
MO

Anónimo dijo...

that was beautiful lea...in an honest real deal way. Like what writers make up to sound like real life and you actually are convinced it is the real deal b/c its so close to how you feel. I don't think anyone ever really grows up, you just get better at pretending you are an adult with practice.

CARL

L is for Gifted dijo...

monokinis are stupid.

L is for Gifted dijo...

Is a monokini one of those bathing suits like I tried on at Old Navy that one time? Yeah, I have an 'outline' for what we have to do in K's. You have to make a resume and basically it goes like this: objective, education, experience, vocational skills, awards, references on the left side w/dates for the ones that require dates. Line up all the margins neatly and put the meat on the right side of the page. This is a resume for a job you could potentially go out and get today, not the one you want after college. K wants a draft (I guess a rough one) for next class. Any more questions, ask and I'll see if I've got answers. ~bj