I am speaking figuratively of course, like the last time I committed suicide, social suicide

Ahh, the sweet sounds of Motion City Soundtrack whilst blogging and skipping school. I probably shouldn't have skipped today I will have like three or four tests to make up, oh well. Last night I showered *gasp! j/k I shower! I really do...* and put some stuff in my hair and when I dragged myself out of my cocoon of blankies this morning it was vertical. It is still mostly vertical and I really like it, at times it is nice to not have it over my forehead. Gosh, I'm really content right now, it is really good....ahhh. So, streetlight is approaching and with it the first time I will have seen Jeff since August 20-something. It's so weird to think that it has been that long, I'm not really worried about it, which is nice, although I will probably get a stomach of nervousness on the way over there. The craziest part is that I feel a ton older now than I did only, what, six months ago? But, I think I am older in a really good way. I think that this year will have seen us all very matured by the end :)
So, to continue on with my pointless drable of meaninglessness, I have been thinking about Dr. Foster's dictionary project quite a lot. Heh, I was doing dishes earlier and thinking of all the personas I have and which one I want to use, there are a lot! Are we on for giving blood saturday? Chris you should come, I swear I won't bug you about giving, but I want us all to hang out as much as we can. I love singing. "You are everything I want because you are everything I'm not" I'm not done writing but I can't think of anymore to write, what a pity. *At this point Lea did a little laundry* OH hot dang, found my Senior's hoodie! SCORE! I was thinking about all the cool school merch I have, heh I like referring to clothing as merch, anyway... yeah I decided I will totally wear my high school stuff after I graduate. I mean, why not, it was, it is! such an amazing part of who we are, and it's down right comfy. I need to go through my closet and get rid of the stuff that I don't wear/doesn't fit/is just taking up space. It's not that cold out, I mean I'm sure it was this morning but now, it is nice and super sunny. Hopefully, that will kick those cold weather blues and the fact that I have been gaining some serious weight, yuck. Well, I think that is all I can muster lasses! Talk to you all later.
~wOnKy CoMmA