i'd rather not speak

i feel like there should be a galtisky quiz or at least something i should be doing. today for dinner i had cookies, ice cream, and salad. in that order :) i love reading, i think i should go do that before i go to sleep. i'm tired and i have short hair. i sometimes wish i had no hair. re-back up. i'm getting less headaches, which is a good thing. or at least i'm noticing them less. either way, is good. yes, is good. i think my car will last until the end of school. maybe if i just keep believing that it will be true. i'm going to ft. lauderdale next weekend. i think i told everyone that already. i'm just trying to update everyone on everything but i'm bad at remembering who i told what to. i think i decided that i am a pessimist. or at best a realist. probably a realist. at times a cynic. but i'm totally cool with it. and that's all that matters, right? i mean, as long as you're content in what you are, there shouldn't be a problem. because it doesn't bother me, it shouldn't bother the people around me, and i just can't force myself to be an optimist because someone thinks i should be. so therefore, i am a happy pessimist. so are we gonna see that movie next weekend? or the weekend after that?

chris,