Is there a checklist for life?

So, pretty much, I haven't blogged in ages and I feel that I need to do some sort of life inventory that spans beyond some sort of strange venn diagram/pie chart. Today was good. I decided to drop my bi-weekly government class and take on the beast of flvs, which I was actually looking forward to avoiding in my high school career. I am currently indulging myself in Twilight and I think Edward should be back in about 40 some pages. Thank God, I was getting tired of stupid Jacob. I got denied for giving blood for the first time today. I guess even superman gets low iron sometimes...when she is sick and has had about 3 cups of tea and 2 cups of coffee within the last 24 hours. Also today I got my acceptance letter from USF, a full 3 days after finishing my application. So, now I can write my name on the board. The whole being accepted thing only reminds me of the fact that I have only one college that I even want to go to and that I have no direction in my life. I seriously have no clue what I want to do later on. Except that I want to be married to someone that I really love. That is mostly all I want, and pretty much the only thing I can clearly see myself doing at this point. OK, so I am trying to inventory here...what is my life? Um, my room hasn't been clean in a really long long long time and I am slightly tired of it, but not really enough to do anything. I am skipping 2nd and 3rd periods tomorrow since I am sick and my whole body is achy. Today my mom said I could have Chinese to celebrate the USF thing, but then the Chinese place was closed so she suggested an alternative like Publix chicken. And I seriously considered the chicken for a minute or two, but then the Chinese food won. Afterall, he will be at school tomorrow and Chinese food is a pretty rare treat. Nonetheless, there were several ways I could have made and excuse to hang out with him today and I didn't. That is a bit strange for me, but I suppose I am just getting used to it all now. Oh, I guess I should put in this inventory that my 10 year long crush is officially over, as is my crush on Max. Those are two important things. Also important is the fact that I am finally beginning to realize that I am a senior and I can skip school all I want, as long as I keep my grades up, and it will totally be cool. And given the tendency of Geography to be insanely boring and dumb-freshman-ridden, I think I will be skipping more. I think that I want to live at the coast for the last month of summer and go to Busch Gardens the weekend after next.

all of my love,
K.D.